The military industrial complex dwells inside my mind.
a protected, unelected deep ego dwells within me, maintaining control at all costs. it is not ethical nor does it negotiate. Its purpose is survival. it uses all available resources - it diverts necessary functions, even - in order to build defenses and armor and weapons that ensure its survival.
but i don't need it anymore.
I want it to go away. all the defenses and armor and weapons are holding me back from being giving and loving and open and free and brave. All these tools exist in my mind for the purposes of defending something that's not worth defending, perpetuating something thats not worth perpetuating.
How do I transition away from this monstrous ego? how do i let go of these habits of control?
my mind grasps power, my ego reaches for perpetuity.
anatta. No-self.
How do we experience anatta? Breath and posture. Fasting. Meditation. And service, otherwise known as work. Challenging habits. Wakefulness. Relinquishing our addiction to samsara. We must challenge our habits. How?
Nilakantha. Siva blue throat. Neither accepting nor rejecting. Mere observation, without reaction.
Awareness. Equanimity.
hmm.
accept. resist nothing. Fear nothing. Survival is not threatened. Be free. Be unafraid. Take the time, don't react. The world is illusion, open to now, accept the now, and appreciate the now-
(awaken to breath and posture)
Sunday, April 27, 2014
karma and the divine feminine
We who have come of age in the West grew up in a world without knowledge of karma. We have not been educated to overstand that our speech, our actions, and our thoughts are the creators of our reality.
Consequently, we have failed to create realities of our choosing and instead have created realities out of our unmastered minds dwelling on unmastered thoughts.
This miseducation has been deliberate.
Unmastered minds are easily mastered by those who have cultivated great focus and concentration. Through concentration practice one masters one's mind, and in so doing one may master situations of mind which exist throughout time and space, and indeed have caused time and space to be.
In educating a populace of intelligent beings without training in karma - or the law of attraction - the masters of education have deliberately created a race of beings who are easily mastered, enslaved, and yoked to the mill of materialism, time, and death, feeding the insatiable bloodlust of Kali.
These masters of education are priests who make sacrifice to appease the bloodlust of Kali. The sacrifices are made amidst great manipulation, confusion, and deceit, so that the population does not even know whence this confused sacrifice came to be or why.
The masters of education sacrifice to Kali knowing they sacrifice without the consent of the sacrificed.
The sacrificed consent to be martyrs of God.
God consents to let the age of Kali come and go, arising and passing away like the movement of the breath.
The masters of education are egotistical - they exist and they desire the continuance of their existence. They are the Lords of Materialism. They are the asuras; the demons. They are afraid of death, they name themselves, "I AM" and see not that "I AM CHANGE". They teach the world to fall on their faces before "I AM" and to trample on the face of "I AM CHANGE".
"I AM" must continue its existence. "I AM" must exist in perpetuity. Any threat to "I AM"'s perpetuity is an existential threat that must be terminated. This is the futile selfishness of the ego - the root cause of suffering.
"I AM" cannot exist merely in the present moment - "I AM" must peer into the future and see itself. This is self-reflexive hell, the prison of self-awareness. Duality.
"I AM CHANGE" exists here and now. Thoughtless, wakeful breath and posture. The mind moves and breathes without landing anywhere, like a wave crashing on a beach before another wave crashing on a beach... endless and timeless undefinable movement and motion, empty of form. No observer, no observed, mere awareness and movement of awareness like water poured into water. Unity.
"I AM" is attachment. "I AM CHANGE" is letting go.
America, and the Western ego, is attached. Time to change.
Consequently, we have failed to create realities of our choosing and instead have created realities out of our unmastered minds dwelling on unmastered thoughts.
This miseducation has been deliberate.
Unmastered minds are easily mastered by those who have cultivated great focus and concentration. Through concentration practice one masters one's mind, and in so doing one may master situations of mind which exist throughout time and space, and indeed have caused time and space to be.
In educating a populace of intelligent beings without training in karma - or the law of attraction - the masters of education have deliberately created a race of beings who are easily mastered, enslaved, and yoked to the mill of materialism, time, and death, feeding the insatiable bloodlust of Kali.
These masters of education are priests who make sacrifice to appease the bloodlust of Kali. The sacrifices are made amidst great manipulation, confusion, and deceit, so that the population does not even know whence this confused sacrifice came to be or why.
The masters of education sacrifice to Kali knowing they sacrifice without the consent of the sacrificed.
The sacrificed consent to be martyrs of God.
God consents to let the age of Kali come and go, arising and passing away like the movement of the breath.
The masters of education are egotistical - they exist and they desire the continuance of their existence. They are the Lords of Materialism. They are the asuras; the demons. They are afraid of death, they name themselves, "I AM" and see not that "I AM CHANGE". They teach the world to fall on their faces before "I AM" and to trample on the face of "I AM CHANGE".
"I AM" must continue its existence. "I AM" must exist in perpetuity. Any threat to "I AM"'s perpetuity is an existential threat that must be terminated. This is the futile selfishness of the ego - the root cause of suffering.
"I AM" cannot exist merely in the present moment - "I AM" must peer into the future and see itself. This is self-reflexive hell, the prison of self-awareness. Duality.
"I AM CHANGE" exists here and now. Thoughtless, wakeful breath and posture. The mind moves and breathes without landing anywhere, like a wave crashing on a beach before another wave crashing on a beach... endless and timeless undefinable movement and motion, empty of form. No observer, no observed, mere awareness and movement of awareness like water poured into water. Unity.
"I AM" is attachment. "I AM CHANGE" is letting go.
America, and the Western ego, is attached. Time to change.
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