Thursday, December 13, 2012

The evolution of the writer

practice of peace 
combined with the huma penchant for hurtfulness
mixed with the evolutionary urge to compete

leads to a carefully cultivated inefficiency, 
out of a deep refusal to hurt others accidentally, 

if we are bad at what we do,
(and as humans we tend to hurt others)
then we end up bad at hurting others.

deliberate nonviolence naturally leads
to inefficiency of purpose
in human circles.

  By being naturally bad at what we do
humans are ineffective in their naturally inclined hurtfulness
and inefficient in their urge to compete.

These are the first bumbling steps of peace.

Be patient, and have a good time.

Happy bumbling.

Jihad on mammon

Bodhisattva business:  victory over conflict.  This is the miraculous evolution of competitive sport:  conflict is conquered and subdued and made harmless through the victory of sport over war!  our challenges and our dramas our now played out harmlessly on the sporting green rather than the battlefield...

except for a few situations.  In these situations, it is becoming apparent that a real bodhisattva business has yet for formulate a strategy for taking control of the situation out of compassion for all sentient beings.

Our mission is to have the most fun spreading dharma.  If we're not having fun our feelings aren't being integrated into the institute.  

Be happy. And be purposeful.

it ends up being the same thing

and different.

and neither and both.

Bodisattva business is the business of spreading dharma, promoting the Dhamma.

not just any dharma-

Buddha Dharma.

This is I Rasta karma.

By promoting Buddha Dharma

Bodhisattva business

promotes the Dhamma

competing for attention

in the circus of Babylon.

we preach a dhamma

attractive to Babylon-

we market to Babylon's weaknesses.

We are out to WIN MARKETSHARE.

we preach a world loving dhamma,
a world embracing dhamma and a world celebrating dhamma, our dhamma is so worldly its not even dhamma its dharma.  Dharma is like dhamma for world-addicts.  
World addicts crave dharma, world addicts jones for dharma.

We cater to the dharma joneses.

  
a dharma. 

a poem,

a song.

We are dharma martyrs

busy promoting martyrdom.

GIVE UP YOUR THINGS, preached Jesus Christ 
and nobody listened, until one day everyone heard him
and right away he was arrested
and killed the next day.


This is the power of materialism.

The power brokers of materiality
will stop at NOTHING to prevent us
from discovering materiality's cause-
i.e. the world of Spirit.

Any man engaged in relationship
with the world of spirit
threatens the legitimacy
of the material world's power brokers.

These power brokers promote materialism
while Bodhisattvas promote spirituality.

specifically, dharma.

for more, join the old students union.

Thank you.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

what the fuck?

it sure seems like the oldest breeding program in existence is orchestrated entirely by women, doesn't it? It looks like every government, every state, every organized religion, every patriarchal authority exists first and foremost to gain control over the breeding program by gaining control over women.


a woman's right to choose means a woman's right to choose which man's seed bears fruit. And that could be different from one year to the next, right? I can't help but notice that if women were really liberated, men would have no sexual security, and consequently no emotional security. poor little ego, gonna get fucked over sooner or later. Are we really just worker bees?


Not if we practice tantra, we're not...


it is true, or even possible, that governments exist in order to take control of the human breeding program out of the hands of women and put it in the hands of men? Do governments exist in order to enforce 'Law' - an obligatory morality imposed upon the masses to prevent nature from taking its course? I'm talking about procreation - the fruit of the tree of life.


Ultimately, women are completely in charge of who shows up in the next generation, right? Unless they're enslaved, of course. If women are held hostage, then men are in charge of who shows up in the next generation.


I don't know if its true, but it certainly seems possible that all of man's attempts at controlling the human breeding program end up failing. women are in charge of making babies, and they're gonna choose who they're gonna choose.


its only half the story, i know - it sure seems like women want strong men, and it sure seems like women need strong men. And strong men do what they do - they take charge. So there's a balance that needs to be struck. if enough women choose strong men, then over time they're gonna end up stuck in a patriarchy that abuses them. If women don't choose strong men they end up being taken prisoner by them.


Hell, i don't know where this is going. What i do know is we've got an awful lot of government, an awful lot of abuse, an awful lot of neglect, an awful lot of waste, and an awful lot of damage. Culture as we know it took a wrong turn and now fails us. We're still here, building a new culture up from scratch, and it looks like our gender relations are perhaps the most sensitive, most important, and most neglected cultural relationships we have to forge. And if we're going to build a culture that endures, we need to invest everything we have in forging relations that work, which means going back to the drawing board about how we treat each other, what we do for each other, and how we trust the only significant 'other' that can be said to exist - the other sex.


in a matriarchy, then, maybe they would breed with who they wanted, and chuck him out when he loses to the competition. That's how lions do it, anyway.  the age of Aquarius is a safari?

Well, lets look for the middle way.  Maybe somewhere between yin and yang we will find a sense of balance, a place of happily choosing commitment spontaneously, over and over again.  Perhaps monagamy is not to be enforced through the obligatory moral pressure of the All Seeing Eye but rather, perhaps, monagamy is to be treated as a path of the highest aspirations and fulfilled dreams.   Perhaps we are learning to cultivate a tolerance of imperfect and broken, unfixable relationships.  And we are at the same time cultivating a tolerance of our own compulsive sexual fascinations as a species.  And perhaps, through all this tolerance, we are learning to let go of the old obligation, the 'should' brand of morality, and now we are cultivating a 'may' brand of morality, wherein we are perpetually empowered to act in a manner befitting a heart-centered Christ child, an ignorant bodhisattva immature enough to come back as a human deliberately, out of compassion.  To behave in such a way brings great joy, for the freedom to love selflessly is the greatest, the only freedom there ever is.  This is freedom from ego.

so perhaps the Aquarian moral ethic will leave behind the vibration of an externally enforced morality with its penchant for punishment, hypocricy, violence, fear, abuse, and ignorance, in order to embrace a deeply compelling inner apiration to feel good.  This hunger is satiated through the dhamma, and the absence of suffering so noticeable under vows of sila (morality) feels so good that morality in and of itself is seen to be a cure of great potency and magnitude for a vast array of social and personal disorders.

Morality feels good.  Morality carries with it an energetic potency, which is why the truth is fearless and lies are gifts from cowards.  And so we perhaps may look forward to an era that is certainly no less moral than our own, and perhaps (if we stop warring for profit) significantly more so, for courage feels better than cowardice, and we yearn to feel good.   And the distinguishing characteristic of this new ethic is its inner mandate:  In the Aquarian age, we are no longer under perpetual threat of external punishment for our ethical choices (and thus 'kept in line' out of fear) but rather, through witnessing the practice of morality, we discover the fruit of a life with significantly less suffering in it, and adapt via mimicry.  We simply like how we feel on the higher ground, and given the choice, we tend to migrate there.  You'd be surprised.

Morality has long been enforced, to the detriment of everyone.  And now we enter an era where the enforcement of morality has utterly failed, and must be abandoned as a tactic due to its detrimental effects.  We must accept a world wherein morality is a always a choice:  we always free to choose, and our motivation must be measured and acted upon without the influence of fear obscuring it.  When the fear is removed and we are free to choose:  it is here that the study of morality begins, and the study of morality leads inevitably to the conclusion that morality noticeably lessens suffering in our lives, in our deaths, and anything beyond.  Because unenforced morality is the free choice to love.  We just won't do it if we have to, but we will when we want to.  We yearn for the freedom to love, and learn what that means in our own way at our own speed.  And by golly, we're determined to get what we want.

All this doesn't mean we should be moral.  All this means is that 'should' is actually a bad word, and that while life is full of unavoidable suffering, the practice of morality lessens said suffering considerably.  This path to happiness might be awkward to market but marketing be damned, the true path out of suffering is sure bet and no army in the world can stop an idea whose time has come:  Ethical life lessens suffering.

Not my idea.  Buddha's.  And Christ's.  They agreed, you see.   Welcome to the Aquarian Age, where Morality  makes us happy, is not enforced through fear, and remains optional - and thus significant.

I'll be damned

True Dharma

Jesus walks into a yoga studio, and they crucify him. "Damn," he thinks to himself, "they ain't even drunk."


Why is everyone so intent on murdering the King? Why do insecure gunslingers always challenge the dedicated pacifist? Men, like dogs, smell fear, and the pacifist is afraid of violence, maybe - his own violence. He is committed to nonviolence, and does not know how to handle energy without engaging in conflict.


Bottom line is, Jesus was a martyr, and he allowed himself to be dominated by the crowd. He didn't show them. He put up no fight, he didn't topple any crowns. He didn't rage with righteous fury. He went under, without a peep.


I don't know if that's the best role model for me - that's all I'm saying. Jesus got pushed around, and I don't want that to happen.


There's something strange here- a man, a great King, gets sacrificed by the people as soon as he is no longer fit to lead - when his dick fails him, or his hair turns white, or he is challenged and does not vanquish. Men live by the sword and die by the sword, it seems. Not democratic men, of course, certainly not the bourgeois. But man, the ancient bloodline, is a competitive animal, and needs, requires, or thrives on the element of testing himself against his companions.


Yet when man yearns for God, ultimately he begins to live with God's compassion, and out of this compassion is a desire to empower others, a desire to serve others, a desire to elevate others, and what others want - or what others seem to want - is to compete and dominate him. Man's mistake is to give others what they want, and to allow himself to be subdued. This is not what they want - what they want is someone or something stronger, realler, and unshakeable. But it only exists after it has been tested, challenged, and found impervious. The court loves the King, and may grieve for him, but will not interfere with the ancient duel. Without the duel there is no King, for without the risk of competition there is no fearlessness, no true dharma. True dharma requires true consequence, and true commitment.


Abraham the Brahmin's son chose to kill his own child, perhaps in an attempt at appeasing his fellow nobles. If the ambition of a King is to preserve his line, any man who eliminates his own line in order to more fully and more selflessly serve his people will be be trusted as a public servant and an egoless leader. It can build a tribe, to sacrifice a future blood king in order to ensure order during a time of chaos. And perhaps it preempts the competition a King must put up with. At any rate, times changed and God didn't need the ante anymore; it was outdated.


There are old stories about the ancient gods - sons killing fathers, fathers killing sons, competition for the harem, competition for dominance. How does authority get transferred from father to son? Obedience leads to docile habits, which does not fair well with the tribe's survival.


The First Noble Truth

suffering is loving God
so angels suffer

while the consequence of sin
is pleasure

pleasure leads to desire
desire leads to craving
craving leads to suffering

loving God is suffering
sin also is suffering

damned if we do
damned if we don't.

the only difference is,
when we sin
we sin alone.

Occupy Babylon

As the occupy movement settles down in the very midst of Babylon, it might be a good idea to remember our foundations:

In the Bible Jesus says that 'no man can have two masters, for he will love the one and despise the other...  No man can serve both God and mammon.' (Mat.6.24) The Bible prints a small asterisk next to the word mammon and at the bottom of the page defines the word as 'money or riches.'

So Jesus tells us explicitly that man cannot serve both God and money, or riches.

So.  Just like Martin Luther King Jr. and Malcolm X, or Gandhi and Che, the Occupy Wall Street movement is different from Islamic terrorists in their tactics, but not their message.  Both Muslim extremists and American counterculturalists are preaching the same gospel, the gospel of Jesus the Nazarite:  repent of materialistic greed, for Babylon is falling.  The Occupy movement is evolving into a peaceful Jihad on usury. The great proletarian revolution of the 21st century was instigated by muslims, I sure hope posterity ackowledges such a profound fact, God bless em.

postscript:  bear in mind that Islamic banks are morally and legally prohibited from lending out money at interest, which is sometimes called usury and was prohibited by Jesus, his followers, and the early Christian Church.  That weird feeling in your stomach is the new knowledge that when these too-big-to-fail banks collapse like Rome and the currency devalues and hyperinflation sets in the only lenders still in business will pray to Allah five times a day, which is a pretty impressive level of devotion for bankers, if you ask me...

sadly, no one did-

anicca and anatta

a particle is to matter
what a wave is to mind

the wave particle theory is 
demonstrated in the mind matter matrix.

matter is to mind
as space is to time

space measures matter 
as time measures mind

space herself is measured 
on the axis of time

the axis of time
measures space of mind

any unified field theory 
will exist as a theory
only in writing,
in matter,
in space.

a unified field theory
will be demonstrated
through mind and time.

a unified field theory
will be sung
in sound and rhyme.

matter empties space
matter empties space
by filling it up
with its time

space is not finite
space is a feedback loop
matter never fills empty 
infinite space

so we still have time
inside of mind